Rebecca sent Blue out to get me a giant birthday cookie today. How sweet is that?! Here is a picture that I took with my new phone that really works. Love the colors!

So, yeah, I am feeling the love. And I love you all back.
Annie seemed to know that I was having a rough week last week and on the weekend and she has been the ultimate companion. Last night she came over to me and put her head in my lap and looked up at me with those big brown eyes and handed me her hedgehog toy. It was so cold and rainy out , or else I would have gone outside with her and played for a while.
Here's the thing. I know that I am growing and evolving. And I know also that I am afraid to reach out when I need a hand sometimes. And I get it, I really do. There is no shame, no weakness, in asking for help. Actually it is a sign of strength, and of trust. Shit, I wear my heart on my sleeve anyway, so what's a little more vulnerability? And it is hard for me to put my finger on exactly what has got me so out of sorts. But Brad gave me some insight tonight, and that makes perfect sense to me. So, let's work on this and get me back to feeling like my true self - the joyous, good hearted, goofy, ever optimistic, totally loving, loveable, successful, excellent and awesome ME!!
And now,There is a lot more I would like to say but it will have to waid because my eyes are growing heavy and methinks it is time for bed. Time to go have wonderful dreams ( I hope Chip will pop in for a birthday surprise) and an even more awesome day tomorrow.
Hope you have a most excellent day!
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